i miss him

[Desirae]

- okay. this kid moved to my school & we were close.
i liked him & he said he liked me alot
told me he didnt want to hurt me
& that he has never felt like this with anyone.
we ended up making out
& i told a few friends
not thinking it would get out.
[ it was my frist time ever making out with anyone]
he didnt know that though.
but he got mad becasue i told people
& he wont talk to me
we havent talked in like 2 months.
& i miss him so much. </3

i just need help with anything.

[desirae]

we are cool now.
but i think im in
deep like with him
like alot
& i dont know what to do
how to show
or tell him
without him being like ashbdas ew.
& i think he playes with my head.
he told me he misses me
& he still wants to be with me.
but he dosent act like it =/


-any advice?